Colors of Canna's Life

“Only when you stop blaming others for your situation will you move forward and get into your intended destiny and purpose.”

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This morning I woke up feeling really upset over some things that has been happening. I was having deep thoughts while sitting here in my office which I have my own room and space.. I was asking God why why why? Why are all these things happening when it shouldn’t be happening at the first place. I am so sad that I just want to cry out loud but it’s embarrassing to cry in the office so i hold back my tears as much as I can.

then this song started singing in me..

“I will enter His gates with thanksgiving in my heart

I will enter His courts with praise

I will say this is the day that the Lord has made

I will rejoice for He has made me glad..”

..in short..the joy of the Lord is my strength!!.. so now I start my week with a SMILE!!!

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Good morning world!! Today is 9th September 2009 (090909). It's indeed a very special day.

In just another 8 hours I’ll have to say bye bye to ‘SINGLE-HOOD’!! lol.. I wonder how much would the differences be. lol

So by law I’ll be married in 8 hours. Am very excited and anxious at the same time.

And in just 11 days.. I’ll be officially married when our church minister pronounce us ‘Husband & Wife’. WOW!! it’s getting near.

It’s gonna be a whole new chapter of our lives and things will start fresh anew without the word ‘single-hood’. A new beginning, a new journey!! WooHooooooooo!!!!

Ooooo I AM SO EXCITED!!!

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I am having butterflies in my stomach. My wedding is just 1 month 13 days away and there are still things undone especially the finalizing of guest list. Florist quoted me a BOMB and thanks to my sister Esther and Celina..they are helping to cut cut cut and budget for me. But looking at the price after 1st negotiation it is still a BOMB!! i know they wanna make it very beautiful and special for me but I still gotta cut my budget on that. Budget constrain..what to do?? I believe with small budget we can still make it pretty isn’t it?? Well it also depends on how much one use their creativity. So yeah will have to work on that “budget” tomorrow. (dear I am working out on that so don’t faint ok? Will tell you once its DONE :D ) I love my hubby to be and I would rather save the cash for our HONEYMOON!! hahaha :)

All these are inviting butterflies in stomach. Making me nervous and also budgeting here and there is something really hard to do as things are so expensive nowadays and people are also making a living. However it is not impossible though. God knows the situations we are both going through therefore I know HE will surely provide and bless us all because JESUS loves!!!

Well of course its not just the stress and worries that are giving me butterflies. It’s also because in just 1 month and a half.. I AM GETTING MARRIED!!! I wonder if I’ll look pretty? if those important people will actually turn up? People whom we called family. Will all tables and empty chairs be filled? Will this will that?? you know….. so much has happened and is still happening and only GOD KNOWS WHY??!!!

ANYWAYS…..at least I know I have my honeymoon planned and this is the ONE thing I do not have to worry about. I am excited and am looking forward to my BIG DAY!! Even though I very much am worried about some things I still strongly believe that it will be a very beautiful evening then. all because…YOU YOU YOU..MY FAMILIES and FRIENDS will be there to celebrate with us and the MOST IMPORTANT guest is GOD!!! His presence will fill our hearts and spirit. so yeah!! It’s gonna be GREAT!!!

Cheers!!!!

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