Colors of Canna's Life

Disappointed!!

2011-05-20T15:53:00.002+08:00

This is so disappointing.

All that I could say is that I am so disappointed and I really wish I could just rant it all out!

Sigh!!!!!

Don't give up..

2011-05-12T23:56:00.000+08:00

Something is just not right with me. I've been very emotional off late. I get angry, I feel insecure, I've negative thoughts, I worry too much... I think I'm going insane.

Well, perhaps there is something that is really bothering me but I just dunno how to release it. Instead I create my own imaginations and I make myself feeling sorry and sad. This is not depression is it?? or I'm just a sadist.

But somehow I'm always being reminded that I am a strong person who doesn't give up easily. Probably I should just gain back my courage to speak up!

This quote from an unknown author really is something. It's a good reminder;

"When you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place."

I do not owe you anything!!

2011-03-05T14:07:00.003+08:00

So here is where I can rant out my frustrations. Not that I can't but I rather not rant out on my Facebook status or on some innocent people.

I honestly hate it very much when people take me for granted. Not referring to just friends but particularly family. So much so that I do not want to be hush but many times I just do not have a choice. Don't freaking promise me on something that you cannot do. Don't treat me like rubbish when you are the one making mistakes. Don't talk to me as though I owe it to you BIG TIME when at the matter of fact YOU are the one owing me much.

If we are not related I would never give a damn on whats going on with your life. SERIOUSLY!!! and.. I DO NOT OWE YOU ANYTHING!!! REMEMBER THAT!! pffft!

Just talk to my hand!!!

2010-10-01T12:55:00.003+08:00

I hate it when someone asks me about the problems I'm facing and then telling me they want and they will help me and when after hearing from me they take it as though they didn't hear from me and then make me feel like a stupid fool telling them my problems to someone who has tuned me a deaf ear. Get what I mean??

So don't tell me that you care and that you understand and insist that you will help me either way when you are NOT!!! If your heart is not genuine nor sincere then don't waste my time cos my problems are problems and it's not always a nice thing to share to people.

I'm sick and tired of the sentence "I will help you and I want to help you..just tell me your problems.." if you ever say it to me again.. please just TALK TO MY HAND, ALRIGHT???!!!!!!

pffft!!! (i just need to rant my frustrations out. glad this is my blog!)

Dance

2010-09-28T14:56:00.003+08:00

Even when you face tough situations.
Even when things are down to a thin line for support...
Even when unpleasant things could happen if you fail or fall...
Even when the wind starts blowing.

....Dance....

*Don't give up..

I need to rant out.....

2010-09-28T14:09:00.003+08:00

I really think I should start blogging again but the momentum is just not there. I need to rant out my frustrations, my thoughts, my feelings here rather than to be on Facebook!

I can write what I want what i feel and everything I wanna say here because not many reads my blog. Even if there are.. they are mostly people I do not know. So it's much better isn't it??

So I guess this is the start..

Coffee Bean

2009-12-09T19:44:00.001+08:00

Off work at 6pm but can’t leave till 845pm cos’ waiting for hubby. Just found out that coffee bean now has free wifi usage. super slow right me? what to do…have always been a Starbucks person. wahahaha.. lame I know but oh well…at least I can now online here (outside coffee bean cos’ am not ordering anything) rather than rotting while doing nothing. Super hungry now.. coffee and cakes for dinner?? Absolutely NOT!!! ugh!! I’m starving here….

Stop blaming others…

2009-11-18T17:37:00.001+08:00

“Only when you stop blaming others for your situation will you move forward and get into your intended destiny and purpose.”

HE has made me glad…

2009-11-09T11:01:00.001+08:00

This morning I woke up feeling really upset over some things that has been happening. I was having deep thoughts while sitting here in my office which I have my own room and space.. I was asking God why why why? Why are all these things happening when it shouldn’t be happening at the first place. I am so sad that I just want to cry out loud but it’s embarrassing to cry in the office so i hold back my tears as much as I can.

then this song started singing in me..

“I will enter His gates with thanksgiving in my heart

I will enter His courts with praise

I will say this is the day that the Lord has made

I will rejoice for He has made me glad..”

..in short..the joy of the Lord is my strength!!.. so now I start my week with a SMILE!!!

Still alive...

2009-10-23T10:12:00.003+08:00

NO..Im not dead..

I am very much alive!!

Enjoying marriage life..

Updates soon..

090909

2009-09-09T01:34:00.004+08:00

Good morning world!! Today is 9th September 2009 (090909). It's indeed a very special day.

In just another 8 hours I’ll have to say bye bye to ‘SINGLE-HOOD’!! lol.. I wonder how much would the differences be. lol

So by law I’ll be married in 8 hours. Am very excited and anxious at the same time.

And in just 11 days.. I’ll be officially married when our church minister pronounce us ‘Husband & Wife’. WOW!! it’s getting near.

It’s gonna be a whole new chapter of our lives and things will start fresh anew without the word ‘single-hood’. A new beginning, a new journey!! WooHooooooooo!!!!

Ooooo I AM SO EXCITED!!!

Who's gonna change???

2009-08-29T13:46:00.001+08:00

"Men marry women hoping that they won't change.
Women marry men hoping that they will change.
Both are usually severely disappointed."

*counting down.. 22 days...

Psalm 23

2009-08-21T15:50:00.003+08:00

Psalms 23

The LORD is my shepherd;
I shall not want.
He makes me to lie down in green pastures;
He leads me beside the still waters.
He restores my soul;
He leads me in the paths of righteousness
For His name's sake.

Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death,
I will fear no evil;
For You are with me;
Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me.
You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies;
You anoint my head with oil;
My cup runs over.
Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me
All the days of my life;
And I will dwell in the house of the LORD
Forever.

Butterflies in stomach

2009-08-17T22:27:00.002+08:00

I am having butterflies in my stomach. My wedding is just 1 month 13 days away and there are still things undone especially the finalizing of guest list. Florist quoted me a BOMB and thanks to my sister Esther and Celina..they are helping to cut cut cut and budget for me. But looking at the price after 1st negotiation it is still a BOMB!! i know they wanna make it very beautiful and special for me but I still gotta cut my budget on that. Budget constrain..what to do?? I believe with small budget we can still make it pretty isn’t it?? Well it also depends on how much one use their creativity. So yeah will have to work on that “budget” tomorrow. (dear I am working out on that so don’t faint ok? Will tell you once its DONE :D ) I love my hubby to be and I would rather save the cash for our HONEYMOON!! hahaha :)

All these are inviting butterflies in stomach. Making me nervous and also budgeting here and there is something really hard to do as things are so expensive nowadays and people are also making a living. However it is not impossible though. God knows the situations we are both going through therefore I know HE will surely provide and bless us all because JESUS loves!!!

Well of course its not just the stress and worries that are giving me butterflies. It’s also because in just 1 month and a half.. I AM GETTING MARRIED!!! I wonder if I’ll look pretty? if those important people will actually turn up? People whom we called family. Will all tables and empty chairs be filled? Will this will that?? you know….. so much has happened and is still happening and only GOD KNOWS WHY??!!!

ANYWAYS…..at least I know I have my honeymoon planned and this is the ONE thing I do not have to worry about. I am excited and am looking forward to my BIG DAY!! Even though I very much am worried about some things I still strongly believe that it will be a very beautiful evening then. all because…YOU YOU YOU..MY FAMILIES and FRIENDS will be there to celebrate with us and the MOST IMPORTANT guest is GOD!!! His presence will fill our hearts and spirit. so yeah!! It’s gonna be GREAT!!!

Cheers!!!!

Finding GOD

2009-08-15T13:18:00.002+08:00

Status: This story inspired me. It gives me hope. It makes me realized that GOD is everywhere and WE just have to feel Him. GOD is LOVE

A little boy wanted to meet God.

He knew it was a long trip to where God lived, so he packed his
suitcase with Twinkies and a six-pack of Root Beer and he
started his journey

When he had gone about three blocks, he met an old man. He was
sitting in the park just staring at some pigeons. The boy sat
down next to him and opened his suitcase. He was about to take
a drink from his root beer when he noticed that the old man
looked hungry, so he offered him a Twinkie.

He gratefully accepted it and smiled at him. His smile was so
pleasant that the boy wanted to see it again, so he offered him
a root beer.

Again, he smiled at him. The boy was delighted! They sat there
all afternoon eating and smiling, but they never said a word.

As it grew dark, the boy realized how tired he was and he got up
to leave, but before he had gone more than a few steps, he
turned around, ran back to the old man, and gave him a hug.
He gave him his biggest smile ever.

When the boy opened the door to his own house a short time
later, his mother was surprised by the look of joy on his face.
She asked him, "What did you do today that made you so happy?
"He replied, "I had lunch with God." But before his mother
could respond, he added, "You know what? God's got the most
beautiful smile I've ever seen!"

Meanwhile, the old man, also radiant with joy, returned to his
home. His son was stunned by the look of peace on his face and
he asked," Dad, what did you do today that made you so happy?"
He replied, "I ate Twinkies in the park with God." However,
before his son responded, he added,

"You know, he's much younger than I expected."

~Author Unknown~

2009-08-13T16:37:00.002+08:00

Your Mission

Don't live today as if it were your last.
Live today as if it were your first.

Go into the day looking for things to see, to feel and to taste,
as if you're seeing, feeling and tasting them for the first time.

Make your life a mission, not an intermission.

Don't fear that the end is near

...fear more that you never began.

Wait upon the Lord

2009-08-07T17:59:00.002+08:00

Isaiah 40:31

"But they that wait upon the LORD
shall renew their strength;
they shall mount up with wings as EAGLES
they shall run, and not be weary;
and they shall walk, and not faint"

Don't be afraid

2009-08-06T17:11:00.002+08:00

Don't Be Afraid

Don't be afraid to take a big step.
You can't cross a chasm in two small jumps.

A person who follows in another's track leaves no footprints.
Thus, the task is not so much to see what no one yet has seen,
but to think what nobody yet has thought
about that which everybody sees.

~from ThinkTQ.com~

Friday at Fridays (Part 1)

2009-07-29T21:28:00.001+08:00

Weekend was awesome. My little sister who is not little anymore whom size is bigger than me celebrated her 24th birthday on 24th July 2009. It was what I called ‘Friday at Fridays'. I can honestly tell you that we had a fabulous time being together as family. We had so much fun and laughter. So much of nonsensical conversations and so much of BS. Food was good too needless to say. Precious moments like these I treasure it in my heart all the time. I just love it when my family comes together. We love the quality time spent. Also not forgetting Gideon and Celina who ~~claimed themselves as part of the family~~. Well…they both give good companionship and they add on more joy and laughter to the family so that’s acceptable lah! lol

Anyways… pictures to share..

On the way..

with Celina

My sisters and ‘BILs (bro-in-law)

My beloved & I

The Birthday babe!!

Now let the feast begin….

Appetizers.. So appetizing!!

The clam chowder, Mac & Cheese in cubes and buffalo wings. Awesome!!

Some yummy deals are choose selected appetizer & main course for only RM29.90. cheap Cheap!! Portions are huge too..

The food are too delicious that they (includes dad) couldn’t help but to play with it. Haha

Too full..trying very hard to finish it..

and….

to be continue……

tick tock tick tock

2009-07-28T12:37:00.003+08:00

Tick tock tick tock tick tock..
Today is Tuesday.
3 more days and we will say bye bye to July.
Time flies isn't it?
Tick tock tick tock!!!

I need a job that keeps me alive!!
Tick tock tick tock!!

The Valley

2009-07-21T12:57:00.001+08:00

THE VALLEY

Though I walk through the valley... Psalm 23:4

Lord, I asked for mountains,
But You gave me the valley;
I asked for blessed fountains,
But You gave me seasons dry.

Lord, I asked for the level plain,
But You gave me the low place.
I asked for freedom from pain,
But You gave me grace to bear.

Lord, I asked for the cool breeze,
But the sweltering heat You gave.
In the valley You brought me to my knees
That I might beheld the Lily there.

Lord, I asked to understand,
But You taught me to trust:
That all that comes through Your Hand
Is the best for me.

Lord, help me to rest in all Your ways
Being confident that all is well.
As we receive grace all our days,
Even in the valley the Lily is there.

Just smile...

2009-07-11T20:29:00.003+08:00

I am starting to feel the stress right now..

Everything in plans revolves around money..

Sigh….what can I do but to just....

SMILE!!!!

Becoming 'Lesser' by the day

2009-06-17T12:34:00.003+08:00

note: something to laugh about but it's kinda true too..agree? (",)

Living in the 21st Century... and...

We are becoming lesser by the day

Our communication - Wireless
Our dress - Topless
Our telephone - Cordless
Our cooking - Fireless
Our youth - Jobless
Our food - Fatless
Our labor - Effortless
Our conduct - Worthless
Our relationships - Loveless
Our attitude - Careless
Our feelings - Heartless
Our politics - Shameless
Our education - Valueless
Our follies - Countless
Our arguments - Baseless
Our Job - Thankless
Our Salary - Very Very less

~Author Unknown~

God hears our prayer

2009-06-13T14:43:00.002+08:00

It rained this morning!!
God hears our prayer..
..and HE answers them..
^_____^
Thank you Lord!!

100 days..

2009-06-12T15:35:00.001+08:00

Counting down..

100 days…

I’m getting there…

100 days to go…

I’ll be getting married!!

100 days to go..

I’ll say ‘I DO’

100 days to go..

I’ll be Mrs H!!

100 days to go..

woot woot!!!

I want rain...

2009-06-11T17:48:00.003+08:00

I feel like I am in Gentng Highlands right now
BUT unfortunately I am not!!
It's just a view from my office in Bukit Tinggi NOT Pahang BUT Klang
It's so hazy out there but not impressive at all
It's so humid and stuffy
and worse of all...NO RAIN!!
What's with all this open burning??
Can somebody please explain?
Is it not "HOT" enough with the heatwave??
Ugh!! I wish to be in Genting or perhaps Cameron Highlands,
for fresher and cooler air
rather than suffocating here and fall ill!!
God please send the rain..
I want RAIN!! (ahem!!not the Korean actor lah!)

(or maybe should ask Aaron & Moses to pray for rain to come. teeheehee ^^)

Know its meaning???

2009-05-22T13:39:00.003+08:00

How much do you understand this quote??
Know its meaning??

"Money is always there, but the pockets change."
~Gertrude Stein~

Off day..but no long weekend

2009-04-30T15:15:00.001+08:00

I’m having my day off today and tomorrow.

Finally getting a good rest cos’ am not feeling well.

Am now resting while watching dvd while chatting online.lol

Will try to blog more and post up more pics if I am hardworking.hehe :)

**Many are looking forward for the long weekend. But as for me i still gotta work on weekend but at least I am getting next Monday off :)

Count your blessings....

2009-04-27T16:43:00.002+08:00

"Count your blessings, they are more than you think,
and more than you are told."

Be a blessing and be blessed!!!

2009-04-22T13:50:00.004+08:00

I was inspired by these words and thought of sharing with whoever reads it here.

"God bless us because he wants us to bless others. Be a blessing and He will continue to bless us even more!!"

In short...
God will never short-change us. AMEN??

But they didn't block....

2009-04-21T15:15:00.002+08:00

FRIENDSTER!!
No they definitely din block 'Friendster' because I don't think they even know it existed anyways.. :/
So yeah..I logged in to friendster and I find it super duper boring!! Unlike Facebook, I can feed my pets and play some games and read some interesting stories of others??and some gossips perhaps?? lol
Ugh!! they really pist me off now because they not only blocked hotmail and msn, they even block myspace and web messenger?? aiyoooo how lah???

**Good thing that they know nothing about blogs. Otherwise I will be in misery not having blogs to read and be entertained. hehehe XD

ZZZzzzzzzzzz.....

They blocked it....

2009-04-21T11:35:00.003+08:00

They blocked Facebook, Hotmail and Messenger!!
DARN!!!
'_______________'
This is a torture!!
How can I live without these companion when there's no work in office?
This is a total MADNESS!!
Aaaaarrrrrgggghhhh!!!

However.. there's still 'Skype' but then what's the use of it when I don't have friends in skype :s pfft!!
Aaaaarrrrrrrggghhhhh!!
How could they do this to me??
So frustrated!! HMMPH

Shed pounds????

2009-04-14T23:24:00.001+08:00

My work doesn't permits me to go for jogs and exercise. By the time I off work, the sun has already gone down. I work on weekends too. How?? Can I do it?? Will I ever achieve my goal?? I want and I MUST shed some pounds or rather kilograms in this few months!!! Aaaaaarrrrrgggghhhhh!!!!

Losing weight, burning some body fats and keeping fit has been something that I've been trying to achieve for the past two years. Unfortunately...It never worked! Instead I gain more weight and I’m getting rounder and rounder. OMGosh!! I suck in it BIG TIME!! sigh... Well nonetheless, I am still trying BUT I am running out of time already :s 5 more months to go and I must put on my gears and charge up my motivation to achieve it so that I may and I will FIT PERFECTLY in my Wedding Dress!!!

God is Love!!!

2009-04-10T13:49:00.003+08:00

John 3:16 says;

"For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life."

Happy Good Friday :D

Dressing right for your figure??

2009-04-07T17:06:00.002+08:00

Love shopping? Like to dress up? Always in with the trend and fashion?
Wanna know if you are dressing right and looking good??
Come take this quiz and see if it helps!! haha

Are you dressing right for your figure type??

Monday Bluezz

2009-04-06T23:28:00.002+08:00

Many people hate Mondays for one reason; The week begins with work on a Monday! so people feel lazy and have no mood to work etc etc etc..and they call it Monday Blues??

As for me..my week usually starts on a Tuesday because I work on Sundays hence I get the Mondays off. But today I worked cos’ I have some tasks to run on Wed therefore I am having the Wednesday off.

Monday started good by driving myself to work from Bukit Jalil to Klang using Hadrian’s car. Then somehow it wasn’t so good anymore when I get to work as I was annoyed by some patients’ a.k.a customers (I am working in an Eye Specialist) since 9am and was really busy since then. No time for breakfast, had only 30 minutes lunch and got busy again then another customer got me boiling, spoilt my mood and I got frustrated and stress and it went on till 7pm when I finally thought I could go home and take a good rest. But guess what???

It didn’t stop there. Things got worse! My car couldn’t start. After trying a few times the car just didn't wanna go vroom!! I was suppose to go to TPM to pick Hadrian up from work but since the car couldn’t start nor move, we got Melissa to give him a ride to Klang since she work in the same place as him. phew!! Mag (my good friend also my colleague) was there with me. Waited at the restaurant for dad to come while we had dinner. Dad first said the car starter spoilt but then later said it is the car battery that died. But it couldn’t be possible because we just have it changed 2 weeks ago!!! DARN!!

Suddenly I thought of Sherrene my other good friend whom I’ve known for ages. Called her and managed to get her dad who is a mechanic to come to the rescue!! He too confirm that my car battery is weak and advised me to get the battery fixed as its still under warranty. He jumped start the car for that’s the only thing to do. Drove back to PJ feeling tired and exhausted after a long day filled with stress.

I always had Monday blues but never thought it would be so blue?? see..now I also dunno what crap I’m talking about. Aaarrrggghhhh…Monday bluezzz…..

Will the car engine starts tomorrow?? I wonder…

One hour of candles blowing......

2009-03-28T15:28:00.003+08:00

March 28th is a very special day. It is 'Earth Hour' day and apparently people are shutting off their lights from 8:30pm to 9:30pm for whatever reason it may be. hehehe :P

BTW, today is also my BIRTHDAY!!! hahahahaha :D This means I am blowing my birthday candles for a whole ONE HOUR??!! 8:30pm to 9:30pm?? lights off and bbq's fire starts burning... hahaha

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!

Hello hello....

2009-03-19T15:31:00.002+08:00

Hello people!!!

I've been missing for awhile. Too busy with work at the new office. Here I have no time to chat on MSN and no time to even blog. No internet connection in my dad's house. So my apologies for those who actually bother reading my blog. hehe

I like it here. New workplace new environment. Here I am very near to my dad and I actually get to save quite some money because my dad cooks and he brings lunch for me. Very sweet of him isn't it? (everybody say 'aawwwww'...) hahahah :D

Anyways..just updating a little here. Hope to find more time to blog more often. As usual I have so much to share but so little time to write. Perhaps I should apply for Streamyx soon as my poor laptop has been resting for too long now. Hibernate for too long already.

More updates will come "soon" I hope.
Okie dokie!!

ciao!!

It will all be removed!!

2009-03-03T18:18:00.003+08:00

First week at work is so far so good. It's only my second day though. Changing job this time makes a real big change in many aspects. First, I've to move back to dad's house because at the moment I won't have a car which actually makes it very inconvenient for me to move about. Secondly, I miss Hadrian very much. All this while I have him closed to me or rather me closed to him. You know, living in PJ I get to see him even if it was just for awhile. We are very near to each other.

But now....it's pretty hard because I don't get to see him even on his off days? He works on shifts and by right I get to see him today and tomorrow and the day after as it was suppose to be his off days. Apparently his manager AGAIN called him back to work tomorrow and the day after which left him off only for today (he got home from work this morning at 8am so I guess he must be tired). This spoils everything. He is frustrated, I am frustrated. To make it worse...he can't accept the fact that I am not near him and today he choose not to come to see me. Reason being, he is not in a good mood. And this left me speechless and heartbroken. (I guess this happens when one is so near to another and when a sudden change of lifestyle, one just couldn't accept the fact!!) But what am I suppose to do??

Today I got another news which will now make me really broke for the month and not being able to pay my loans and bills. My debt will be accumulating even more. This made me even more upset. But life doesn't stop right here. Recalling what Pastor Kenneth preached on Sunday, he said we just not only have to live by FAITH (and prayer) we MUST also command for the mountain to be REMOVED!!

Right now I command the mountain to be REMOVED. All my problems, money issues, debts, hurts, TO BE REMOVED!!! By faith I am believing that it will all be solved which I dunno how. But I choose to believe that it will be removed!.

Things are getting tougher each day. But I won't fall or die like how some people which I would. I will stand on my feet and walk through it even if I have to struggle and topple each time. I will not give up. (I just wish you would support me and be an encouragement to me rather than seeing me hurt.) It will all be removed no matter what.

*I really wanna cry out loud. I want to pour it all out. But I wanna be strong and I don't want to be so emotional anymore. Dad called asking what time he should come pick me up. I told him I'm working late and this is the best reason to give. Staying back at work occupies my time and make me think lesser and worry lesser. By time time i get home, i'll be dead tired then have my dinner then go to bed and sleep through my worries and start the next day with work again. Sounds pathetic isn't it??

My last day….

2009-02-27T11:12:00.001+08:00

It’s Friday and today is my last day working here. I hand in my resignation about a month and a half ago. It was a tough decision and many things were put into thoughts before I finally decided to resign. Some hiccups happened and it actually made it easier for me to resign. It all happened at the right timing I guess. Besides, when you choose to let God take control, it would all just fall into place. So yeah.. I resigned and today is my LAST DAY at work in this company and as on Monday…it will be a BRAND NEW DAY for me.

I am so excited and I can’t wait. I am moving on…

Updates will come soon after I step into the new company.

Whoosh!!!

Enough is enough!!

2009-02-21T23:50:00.000+08:00

Status: Here I am letting out my frustrations while on the other side (on MSN) I am trying to encourage my sister and let her know that JESUS cares. weird but it’s true….

Enough is enough!!

I will take it no more! I will not let them destroy my life and take away my life, my happiness. It that’s what it takes, I’ll do what I have to do to BE HAPPY!!! Even if it means I have to lose it all. Being poor is not wrong! For I know my Father in Heaven is filthy RICH!!! I will not trade anything which caused my happiness and will NEVER EVER let anyone make me live an unhappy life!

All I want is to be happy. Money don’t make me happy though it does to many others. Money is not everything BUT Jesus is!! No one will understand what is buried inside of me. No one will ever understand the hurt and pain I am going through. All they think is that I am selfish?? Self-centered?? whatever they can think of! I don’t give a DAMN!!! They can think and talk all they want but they should be warned that my patience and my tolerance level is already exceeding. Just don’t push me further.

Sigh…hence at this moment, I just wanna think no more and I just wanna have a blank mind and leave it all into God’s hands. Jesus pls pls take control. PLEASE TAKE THE WHEEL!! I am very tired already. I am at the verge of giving up! (But I know my God will never leave me nor forsake me.) Just gotta have faith I know.

Enough is enough!!

*I really miss having the feel of a mummy’s love.I wish I could just have it for just ONE whole minute. (today is her memorial day. Exactly 13th year since he went back to Heaven. I miss her everyday)

nothing but eat eat eat….

2009-02-09T23:43:00.000+08:00

Today is Chap Goh Mei the 15th day of CNY a.k.a the last day of CNY. And it’s also a public holiday. how nice!!

Got Celina to accompany me to some place to check out for some stuff. We first went to Subang then to Sunway then to Mid Valley and spent hours there then back to my place then to The Curve and finally to KFC near my place for dinner with Melissa. All these places from 12:30pm till 10:30pm. Can you imagine how tiring this can be??

It only took us awhile to check out stuff and the time spent was minimal. We spent most of our time doing nothing but EAT EAT EAT and EAT!! It has been awhile since we had so much fun going out and eating while blaming each other for eating. hahahaha!! this is crazy I but fun ;)

I’ve been eating too much lately and I know I have added some weight and fats in just these 2 weeks. I can feel it and this is no good sign. No good no good. This is bad. This is not the time to put on weight and in fact I have to lose some weight and be fit. For one reason… I AM GETTING MARRIED!!!!teeheehee XD Only 8 more months till my big day and I haven’t plan anything. >.< Gosh!! this is madness! I must stop eating too much. I must keep fit! I know I can do it! Ganbate ne!!

I want a half day too!!!!

2009-01-23T15:18:00.002+08:00

Ok!! So what if today is Friday??? So what if its just two more days till Chinese New Year??? So what?? So what???!!!! boohoohoo :(

Its already the weekend. Some of my friends are having company luncheon and they can buzz off right after that and some are given half day off. I on the other hand is sitting right here on this seat that hurts my butt working. I too want a half day. I wanna go shopping. I wanna shop for stuff and prepare for the CNY. I want I want I want!!! pffft.

I WANT A HALF DAY TOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!

(Ugh!! Canna!!! Stop complaining can?? 1 hour and 30 min more and you're off work!! so shut up!! But but but..I want to go shopping..... )

All set for the Chinese New Year???

2009-01-22T10:19:00.002+08:00

Chinese new year is just 3 days away and I am excited. Are you?? Are you all prepared for this coming festive season??? Well, I definitely am :D

There's no bonus or even big Ang Pau (red packet) from the company this year. Salary won't be out till early Feb so how?? No money to give my dad or buy stuff for the house. Am preventing myself from using the "evil credit card". Hmmm...we shall see how. Somehow I know I will have enough though I dunno where the $$$ is coming from. HAHAHA!!! By GOD's grace he will provide me. AMEN??

Ok..Ok.. what are the few things I need to do?? (for the house)

Bah Kua - I bought 9 boxes which will now costs me RM328 (not paid)
Cookies - Apparently I was told my step-mom bought many but they are almost GONE!! All went into Carol and Lynnie's stomach. >.<
Drinks - I think they have bought it.
Money for dad to give out on the happy day?? (NONE since I have no money this year)
Oranges - I don't think we have any but no biggy. Don't fancy oranges this year.

Hah!! that's about it for the house I guess. People don't come to our house so no worries. WE GO TO PEOPLE'S HOUSE!!! nyek nyek nyek

Now..errands I need to run for myself. O.O

CNY clothes - no need buy since I got them earlier. hehe
Shoes - I have so many new ones
Bag - CNY need new bag one meh??
Go shopping tonight in Mid Valley with Celina. Gotta get clothing for our dads.
Go for threading tomorrow (Friday) in Amcorp Mall. Gonna be my first time. OUCH!!
On Saturday just relax while I have my manicure and pedicure done and go buy PS3 games with beloved. LOL

Oh!!! Hadrian needs to get his hair cut before Sunday. Gotta pass the Dr something. After all this is done....I am all set for the Chinese New Year!! Hurray!!

I'll be back!!!

2009-01-15T16:13:00.001+08:00

Canna will be back!!!

SOON!!!

Muahahahahahaha XD

My Christmas list

2008-12-26T02:57:00.001+08:00

This year I’ve list down a list of things I wanna have for Christmas.. they are;

Dresses (too many wedding dinners to attend)
Shoes (pumps, stilettos, flats, wedges)
Big Shoulder Bags
Small bags
Long purse/wallet
Clutch
Books
Perfume
Watch
More bags, shoes, and anything.. hehee

So guess what I’ve got?? What is the most beautiful thing I received??? hmmm…hmmmm..hmmmmm????

I received

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THIS!!!

Hohoho!! Merry Christmas!!

Actually I like this shirt very much. I saw it and H got it for me. But nope that’s not all that he bought for me. I have 3 other beautiful gifts from him. So sweet of him isn’t it??

Here they are…

Now my collection of books by Cecelia Ahern is complete ;)

Awww!! My Darling pampers me too much and I likey. hehehe XD Luckily he didn’t say that one gift is for Christmas, another for Valentines Day and another for my birthday. teeheehee

Arrived in Singapore....

2008-12-21T06:06:00.005+08:00

Status: Oh!! this is 101 post. hehehe

*Yawnnnn*.. Good morning!! It's 6am right now and I just arrived in Singapore. Not feeling very tired nor am I very sleepy. Choosed to stay awake and sleep only later. I am missing Hadrian already as he is not here with me. Am at my sister's place and WOW!! the apartment is beautiful. Nicely designed and decorated =)

My parents and younger sister will be arriving at noon. Then we will meet for lunch and plan what to do later. Meeting up with Han Chung too as he will bring me shopping. hahaha..YES!! Christmas shopping in Singapore (if I can find something nice and cheap) hehehehe..

This will be a great holiday with my family. It's been awhile ever since we get together for a good holiday as one or two will be missing when there's an outing. Good to be out of town (Klang Valley) or rather out of Malaysia. Away from work and stress though I'm gonna miss him dearly.

Well, I'm looking forward for great fun and wonderful time spend with my family. My eldest sister is getting married tomorrow!!! Oooo-la-la!! I am so excited for we have waited for this time to come and it has finally come!! wheeeeee!!!

Where are you Christmas??

2008-12-18T00:47:00.003+08:00

It's the holiday season. Christmas is coming.. but why can't I feel the Joy?? Where is the Christmas spirit?? What is going on??
Just one month ago I was terribly ill. And two days ago fever came back. Thank GOD it was only for one night. Fever is gone but not the flu n sore throat. This is also the sick season. Many people are falling sick and Hadrian is sick since last Friday. I hope he recovers soon.

I can't feel the excitement though it is just one more week till Christmas. Maybe not yet. No shopping list, NOTHING!! still cracking my head what to buy. My family and I will be in Singapore next week for my eldest sister's ROM (registration of marriage). Hopefully by then I can feel the Christmas cheer :P and perhaps do some nice and cheap Christmas shopping there. I like Christmas as it always give me JOY. The Joy of giving and receiving. hahahahaha :D well..I hope I get to feel it real soon. It's one of the most joyous season for me. Oh Christmas!!!

What I want for Christmas?? Not my two front teeth cos' I already have them!! Hmmm..well..nothing particular I guess. Just wanna be happy and smile and laugh more. Wanna spend precious time with family and my loved one. With Hadrian. Erm..of cos if anyone wanna buy me gifts you are always welcome. teeheeheee. I want more hand bags, a clutch bag cos' I do not have one, more shoes and dresses, more whatever!! lol Actually..I want nothing la. Just wanna be HAPPY and CHEERS!!

Ugh!! dunno what I am crapping over here. Just randomly typing. Oh Christmas!! Just lemme feel you Christmas. I wanna feel the joy, the cheer, the happiness..Where are you Christmas??? wuwuwuwuwuwuw :'(

Heartbroken

2008-12-11T22:47:00.002+08:00

HEARTBROKEN!!!
Canna is heartbroken!
Why would some people be so harsh and nasty on words??
WHY??

More holidays…

2008-12-08T23:26:00.001+08:00

I can’t get enough of the weekend

It’s just too short.

I want more holidays, more time-off from work.

I can’t wait for the clock to strike 5pm on Wednesday,

for Thursday is Sultan Selangor’s B’day!!

It’s a Public Holiday!!

Woohoo!!!

Ooo I just can’t wait. XD

I want more holidays!!!

Here comes the Christmas spirit….

2008-12-04T23:59:00.001+08:00

Ugh!!! It has been a tiring week for me. Out every night after work. But they are good times.

I have been day dreaming thinking that everyday is Friday. hahaha.. I just can’t wait for the weekend to come as I have not been having enough sleep. My fault I know but I can’t help it. :P

Today is Thursday and this means tomorrow is FRIDAY!!!! Yahooooooooo!!!!! Then Saturday, Sunday and Monday are HOLIDAYS!!! this is so nice. Can sleep and chill and relax and just do nothing. Interesting isn’t it???? Oooo I can’t wait for the clock to strike 5pm on Friday. kekeke

Anyway, this evening Celina & I were at Starbucks Jaya One chilling while waiting for Thompson. He wants to buy some merchandise and I am helping him to get them as I am entitle for discounts until I resign :) Sadly in Jaya One, the Christmas merchandise are mostly sold out. So we gotta check out other stores. Hopefully he will get what wants. It’s the Christmas spirit lah you know?? lol Btw, see the simple deco?? This is in Jaya One. The lightings just simply cheer me up XD

Later, we left for nasi lemak at Jalan 223 with Melissa. Both Celina & I are too full to eat so we accompany Melissa for her late dinner. We didn’t hang out long over there as we were all very tired. Celina was already in cloud 9, I am stoning the whole day and Melissa was extremely tired due to long hours at work and many task to complete. So we called it a night then.

Here are some random pictures taken in Jaya One.

Oh Christmas tree, Oh Christmas tree

of all the trees most lovely…

(but I still find the one in Mid Valley most lovely) LOL

Oooo.. the lights are just so so so..erm bright?? lol

See.. I’m part of the tree’s ornament. Nice anot? jaja

I can’t wait to see more beautiful Christmas trees and take pictures of it. It will just cheer me up. This time I will surely wanna have pictures taken not just with the tree and decorations, but I wanna have him beside me ;)

Alright now… gotta off to bed. Another long day tomorrow and I surely am gonna be stoning the whole day again. UGH!!! Damn!!!

Cheers :)

Wednesday special….

2008-12-04T00:23:00.001+08:00

Just got back from Mid Valley and I watched Madagascar2…finally…hahaha Wednesday Special, cheaper price for the tickets.

It was a good show I would say. I like to move it move it!! hahaha!!! watched it with Celina and is was good. We had dinner, walked around and enjoyed looking at the decorations and all the big Christmas trees. They are beautiful, really! I’ve always like to see decorations like this. It brings in the Christmas spirit in me, the love of sharing and giving. So…when you see it ‘can you feel the love’??? LOL

After the movie, we spent some time not chit chatting while having coffee for the first time. We went to the Center Court and took some pictures with the decorations , Christmas tress and all (but I don’t have the pics with me right now. They are in her camera). But really..the Christmas tress are so beautiful. At that time, there were some rehearsal going on. A group of dancers were practicing for their Christmas Show which will begin on the 8th of December onwards. They are good and we both were having a good time watching them.

It was as though the real show was going on. I would love to be there seeing them in their costumes, dancing, jumping, skipping with those high and heavy platform shoes. It must be difficult. I will surely get my ankle sprain in those shoes. Anyways.. I believe they will be looking good and it will be perfecto when the shoe begins :)

Righty ho!! Time to be sleeping beauty. I really need a good night sleep. Signing off now.

Adios!!!

Appetite shrunk already...

2008-12-01T12:56:00.001+08:00

Last night, Hadrian & I went for Steamboat Buffet @ Sunway. The restaurant is called Hot Pot BBQ Steamboat buffet and price is at RM23.80 per person and that is OK lah! We both love to eat. We enjoy food. But last night was different as we didn't enjoy it much. Not because the food is yucky but it was because we couldn't eat. We had so little and we were surprise cos' that's not the usual us as we usually whack so much when it comes to buffet. Value for money ma.

Was wondering how come like that?? How come our appetite got so small?? Then we thought probably it is because we were too hungry and stomach gassy therefore we couldn't consume much. Another possibility could be that he has been working night shift and he don't eat much or maybe don't eat at all during odd hours and when it's time for meal like breakfast or lunch he will be catching up with his sleep. As for me, I think it all started when I was sick for 2 weeks. I couldn't eat anything at all and there's nothing that I could eat so maybe it is due to that fact. And that somehow helped me lose some weight and I can now fit into my jeans which I bought in Hong Kong 2 years ago. (mentioning HK, I just remembered I have lots of posts pending on my recent trip there) LOL

There were so much on our table. Seafood and those that we like. But we couldn't finish them so we just pour everything into the pot so it won't be so obvious that we had so much leftovers on our table. Hadrian went to the counter and paid. Thankfully they didn't come and check on our tables to see if we had much leftover. After that, quickly we finished our tea and left the restaurant. hehehe

Overall..it was a nice dinner wasted. Hungry but our appetite shrunk already. So we didn't enjoy the food much. Maybe we will go again next time with BIGGER appetite and perhaps then I will have some nice pictures of food to show you guys. XD

Never let your ego kills you….

2008-11-29T13:44:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I just don’t understand some people. Why would you wanna create a problem when you can avoid it?Why caused a bigger problem when you can actually solve it? Why relate other matter and caused such a big fuss? Why wanna hate when you can love? Why wanna fight when you can unite? Why be selfish when you can share? This comes from anger then anger to hatred. All this involves our own emotions. Don’t let your emotions overpower yourself and one must always think rationally before you act!! Acting through emotions and being harsh will somehow makes you behave unwisely and immature. Don’t let the ego in you caused you unnecessary problems and then start digging your own grave. don't get yourself into issue that brings you no benefit. This is not worth at all. Never let your ego kills you!!

Shit happens...

2008-11-27T23:38:00.004+08:00

I know I've been missing and not been updating..
So much to share BUT not in the mood to update any.
Going through some headaches that keeps me worrying..
but I guess I won't waste my time worrying on things that I can do nothing about.
Yes, many times in life...
shit happens....

Still I will learn to chill and have faith in GOD to take control.
Things will turn out well upon HIS timing.

Shift started…

2008-11-23T02:35:00.002+08:00

It is now 2:16am and he is at work. His shift has started and he has got to work for 12hours. 8pm to 8am shift. It must be hard for him. I wonder if he is falling asleep in the office now? lol Now he has got to adjust his biological clock. Time is going haywire for him I’m sure. He sleeps when everyone else goes to work and vise versa. This will go on till Jan and I hope by then they will give him a morning shift instead. I thank God that he gets 3days off after every 3days of work. That will help him catch up on his sleep and enjoy the day (not sleeping) otherwise he will soon turn into a zombie and that is scary Hmm..I know he will get use to it sooner or later but I hope most weekends he doesn’t have to work so that we could spend some quality time together. Oh well..this is life I guess..we gotta work hard while we are still young. Haha!!

Free Pasta!!

2008-11-21T10:38:00.004+08:00

Free Lunch!!
Free Food!!
Free Pasta!!
For take away ONLY!
Today 12 - 2pm
Only @ One Utama
Don't miss out!!!

Weighing machine....

2008-11-19T14:09:00.007+08:00

Hmmm...
I think I lost some weight
after being sick for almost a week..
How much have I lost?? 1 kg or 2kg?
or maybe none?? I dunno >.<
Now..
Where is the weighing machine?
Shiat!!
I DON'T HAVE ONE!!
I need a weighing machine!!

No KFC!!!

2008-11-18T16:19:00.006+08:00

I am recovering,
fever's gone but not *cough cough cough*
Still not allow to consume many food and
am tired of noodles.
What's for dinner tonight?
I'm craving for KFC and that's a BIG NO NO!!
'H' says no KFC for a month!!
DAMN!!

Sick...

2008-11-14T15:45:00.003+08:00

I've been sick since Tuesday and it was really bad. Fever going up and down, severe back ache, coughing and the worse part is having difficulty in breathing. It is really suffering! I wasn’t allow to eat almost anything. It is a torture not being able to consume food. No rice, no eggs, no bread...nothing! And worse..I wasn’t allow to bathe due to high fever. (This fever is not the usual kind of fever. Will tell you more about it later only)
I was only given some noodle (tau chiam they call it) cooked with no oil but just water with some canned salted vege. It is tasteless and I could taste nothing but all bitter. Besides that, water is mainly my MEAL!! I am promised a proper and more civilized meal if the fever doesn’t come back tonight and then I will be allow to bathe and WASH MY HAIR!!! *fingers crossed* Man..I just can’t stand this oily hair of mine already!!

Does it look good to you?? Its the salted vege that add on some taste but I hardly taste anything as I’m having a bad sore throat with very minimal voice to speak. I think I sound like a singing toad or perhaps better?? LOL

Righty ho.. signing off now..need to rest..

Canna wants to go home!!!

2008-11-11T14:19:00.004+08:00

Canna is whining and mourning of headache and backache.
The "free" sick package has come and they chose Canna as the winner.
Canna is rewarded with fever, dry cough, headache and backache but no flu yet.
But it wasn't complete without stomach cramp so period came along for her monthly visit.
So it looks more like a complete package now that Canna is suffering at work.

Aaaarrrrggghhh!!!

Canna wants to go home and rest.
Her body is aching like mad and it feels like it is falling apart..
Worse compared to an old lady perhaps?
No energy to do anything at work.
~~but got energy to blog.~~ :s
Canna's eyes are tired and its burning.
Canna wants to sleep, Canna needs to sleep!!
Canna wants nothing but her bed and blanket plus that warm hand!
CANNA WANTS TO GO HOME!!!!!

After a hectic day at work.....

2008-11-08T00:37:00.006+08:00

Phew!! Finally back home.
Am so exhausted,
my legs are aching, I cut my finger,
whole body is aching now.
Today is definitely a busy day at Starbucks.
When there's no customer we were so free. Mosquitoes also don't have.
An hour before closing, people started coming in. Not that it's a bad thing though.
In fact our Store Manager will be very pleased as the SALES we HIT,
is indeed a breaking of record. HAHAHA :D
Now...after a hectic day at work..
I just wanna take a good rest and have a good night sleep.
Another long day tomorrow..
OUCH OUCH OUCH!!!
I need a good relaxing massage and some bones cracking.
But at this hour...
I guess YOKO YOKO will be helpful.
Alright my friends...
signing off now...
Good night and God Bless ^_^
ZZZZzzzzzzz *snore*

Good bye 'Gold' welcome 'Brown'

2008-11-06T15:43:00.001+08:00

I bought one pair of Mary Jane Flat 2years ago during the Maybank Fair in Mid Valley. Its brand is Giorgio Valentino and it is gold in colour. Very nice pair of shoe and very comfy indeed. But it was kept in the shoe box for quite sometime until last Saturday where I finally took it out to wear again.. it turn out to be a very ugly pair of shoe which I only realized hours later and it looked like a snake shedding.. >.<

Didn't bother much about my shoe cos its comfy. Walked around in Klang Parade with Celina when suddenly nature called. So gotta go to the ladies la what else?? You know, in the ladies its either you sit or you squat right? Apparently in most shopping malls (in Malaysia) some "women" tend to squat on toilet bowls which were made for sitting. Therefore I choose the squatting toilet instead for hygiene purposes. It was then I saw this thing.. OMGosh!!!! aaaaahhhhhhhh!!!! (screamed in my heart) This couldn't be happening to me at this moment. boohoohoo!!! nola..~~not period la..~~ It was this!!!!

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My shoe (Gold) finally gave up on mua!! wuhuhuhuhu..sob sob.. :(

No wonder it was getting loose and breezy. It has got a friggin hole on my left side and the crocodile (sole) was feeling hungry and its mouth was opening wider and wider. SIGH!!!

Had no choice but to go buy a new pair. Not that I wasn't happy when I get to buy new pair of shoe but it was a wrong timing though. Salary not out yet you know??? pfft.

After searching for a bit, I finally found a replacement. One pair (brown) that costs me RM39.90 but got 10% off).

Ta Da!!!

Nice anot??? Very simple but I likeeee (",)

Good bye Gold, welcome Brown. lol

*** post on HK day 4 coming up..hehe I'm slow I know XD

Cheers!!!

Stress stress stress

2008-11-05T15:46:00.005+08:00

Ugh!! Stress stress stress..
I am feeling sick
My head is gonna blow anytime
and the room is spinning
Called Starbucks to inform I can't work tonight
Thank God they manage to get a replacement
Having indigestion since after lunch
I can still taste the fried Koay Teow (eeewww)
feeling bloated and menses delay
Sigh...must be stress!!!

What else but stress??!!

Friday night @ Santini

2008-11-03T21:49:00.001+08:00

October 31st is Halloween Day and many went out for Halloween Party and some even dressed up in weird and funny costumes enjoying themsleves. My friends and I had our own fun time too. Well, we didn’t go out dressing like weirdo's who go knocking on people’s door saying “Trick or Treat?” (not that we have such thing in our country)……

The few of us hung out at Santini @ Jaya One. It was my first time there and the reason I chose that place was because they have free-flow Margarita. A little stingy on a month end but who wouldn’t want free drinks, right?

In santini they serve Italian food and the pizzas there are not too bad (one thumb up) haha. To be eligible for the free flow first, you must be a lady or you can pretend to be one ^.^ then buy one Santini Margarita and you get free flow all night on every Wednesday to Saturday for just RM19.50. Good deal isn't it?? To me it taste just OK as its taste was more like Lemon Squash. Can't taste any alcohol like but lemon syrup. The more I drink the more hungry I get. Stupid lemon-ade!!!

I will try more of their pastas and pizzas next time and take more pictures to share with you.

Melissa gently slicing her pizza….

Celina the “hungry monster”…

My wonderful friends..

Santini has a very nice cozy environment and it is a nice place to hang out. If you want to chill and have a fine dining, Santini is one of the many places you can go.

What do I look at when I choose a place to dine? Besides serving scrumptious food which are value for money, it must be a place where I can..

CHILL

CHAT

CHEERS!!

Santini @ Jaya One
D-3-G-1, Block D, Palm Square, Jaya One,
No.72A, Jalan Universiti,
46200 Petaling Jaya Selangor

Tel: 03-7957 8866
Fax: 03-7957 8896

What I did last Sunday??

2008-10-30T17:03:00.001+08:00

Well..the wine got me tipsy and I slept soundly that very night. By the time I got up it was almost noon and yes I missed church again. My bad!! At 2pm Hadrian brought me out to fill my stomach at Sunway Piramid. Believe it or not, This is my 3rd time there ever since the new wing opened. And Sunday was the day where I really walked around the new wing of Sunway Pyramid and I was very much delighted to find so many things that interest me.

Lunch was at Pasta de Gohan and we were seated on Table 8. The pastas were truly scrumptious. They have various types of pastas and when it comes to pastas I can't keep my eye off the cabonara. Imagine the creaminess of the cabonara sauce and how creamy it can get when you add more cheese on it? slurps!! We both ordered the lunch set which cost is at RM33.80 per set. It was definitely satisfying. It is good to pamper ourselves with great delicious food once in awhile but in our case...most of the time ;) We live to eat not eat to live REMEMBER???!!! lol

So that was our salad, corn soup, gratin, pizza and pastas (which I don't remember the name). Next we ordered drinks and I had the honeydew cream soda float while Hadrian enjoyed his lemon squash. Super-delicious alright!

Although we were chock-full we couldn't leave without having dessert as it was so mouth-watering even just in the menu and therefore we ordered this;

Ichigo-milk Parfait

Tiramisu Parfait

We were stuffed and our bill came up to this!!! RM118.60

What I did last Saturday?? (continue)

2008-10-30T15:22:00.001+08:00

After the wedding dinner Hadrian brought me to Vintry @ Medan Damansara (they have onother branch in Jaya 33). We had a bottle of wine and chilled there. Vintry is a very nice cosy place to just rest and relax. The food there are quite OK but I can tell you that their wines are all from different range which pricing starts from below RM100 per bottle.

Dress - Esprit

Peep Toe Heels - Vincci +

Necklace - Vincci +

What I did last Saturday??

2008-10-28T16:57:00.014+08:00

It was a long weekend due to Deepavali. Weekend was packed with activities and I hardly got to rest. But I can't complain much as I truly did have lots of fun.

oh...Where do I begin..to tell the story of how great a love can be (movie Love Story's theme song)...

Teeheehee :D

Saturday - 25th October 2008

We (Hadrian & I) went house hunting. We drove to Setia Alam to check out on houses but man...I tell you..they were all way too pricey ok??!! There was one where we were very keen to book but then when we finally found a sales person who knows what we were talking about, what we were looking for..she in the end disappoint us too. Why? It's because she said the price on the board is no longer valid and they have now revised and increase the pricing which is so so so expensive. We were like WHAT??? for 2 hrs standing there and no one told us when we asked them?? Sigh!! so darn disappointed you know?? Anyways...

After that we left for Bangsar to check out on some nice dresses at POPPI. Unfortunately the dress that I wanted was SOLD OUT! see...another disappointment.. pfft! But anyhoo.. our night spent was enjoyable and fun. No disappointment!!

We attended Matthew & Adeline's Wedding @ Eastin Hotel. CONGRATULATIONS!!! It was indeed a beautiful one. We were seated at table 17 and thank God for the nice and funny people on table 17. And yes that includes me. LOL!! The food was not too bad apparently I was told that quite a number of them got food poisoning after that and phew!! glad that I'm not one of them.

I forgot to snap pictures of the food as we were too busy in war fighting for food!
Only got these 2.. ;)

Part of Table 17... we chat and laughed a lot.
Probably our laughters made us full and we ate less.. (",)

Dinner ended approximately at 11pm. But we didn't leave Eastin Hotel until we are satisfied taking lots n lots of beautiful pictures..

Well..here are some of the many similar shots *wink*

....with the married couple ^_^

....to be continue.....

Good night!!!

2008-10-27T01:05:00.002+08:00

Was happily drafting when suddenly it went all blank.
Now there goes my motivation to blog >.<
It's 1AM now so i guess I will call it a night then.

Good night *yawn*

Finally..she has a blog...

2008-10-24T23:25:00.005+08:00

Status: Listening to MIKA and into the mood to blog today... ^_^

Finally!
After a long waited year..finally she started her very own blog.
Who am I referring to? Nobody but my sister, Esther!!! lol
She is very good in writing as she is a copy writer and
I'm sure you will enjoy reading her blog if she blog often (I mean literally blog) lah!!
Yes yes I am promoting my sister cos I am happy can??
Knowing that I now have another blog to visit and to keep me entertain is good news.
She's usually the one telling me to blog or rather asking me "why din blog ah?" pfft..
Now it will be my turn. Nyek nyek nyek..
Though she may write a lot but she may not blog as much,
since she named her blog "I DON"T BLOG" ROFL!!!

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NOW..
See my lappie skin card? nice? pretty?
I chose this cos its so colorful and looks like a rainbow to me.
Just like 'Colors of Canna's Life'??
Haha.. this is just so random I know..
Oooo...I likeeeee

I will be strong!!!

2008-10-24T15:10:00.002+08:00

There's so much thoughts running in my head right now. So many unhappy thoughts that causes stress. That caused me to be unhappy about. all this stress thing is giving me headache and it is unbearable. REALLY!! I hate going through situations like these but what can I do? Only God knows...

Sometimes there's so much I wanna share. But I dunno who would listen to me. Many times I am not sure if they really are listening either. Well, who would wanna listen to someone's whining and complains and frustrations etc etc etc... RIGHT??!!

A friend of mine once commented this about me;

"whatever life throws at you(as in ME) you seems pretty strong. Yes you do the normal girly thing like weep and yak and complaint about life. But final result - untoppled."

These words really keep me moving and motivated. When I think of this, It makes me SMILE rather than frown..

Whatever it may be..I will be strong!!!

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Anyhoo, went to Jusco and had lunch at KFC. Initial plan was to buy back to the office then I decided to give some self-pity to myself so I sat and ate alone there at one corner (while reading Herworld magazine). ^_^

Come, I share some with you..(pics only) hehe..

Delicious...

Nothing's Gonna Stop Us Now

2008-10-24T10:44:00.004+08:00

FOR YOU!!

Looking in your eyes I see a paradise
This world that Ive found
Is too good to be true
Standing here beside you
Want so much to give you
This love in my heart that Im feeling for you

Let em say were crazy, I dont care about that
Put your hand in my hand baby
Dont ever look back
Let the world around us just fall apart
Baby we can make it if were heart to heart

Chorus:
And we can build this dream together
Standing strong forever
Nothings gonna stop us now
And if this world runs out of lovers
Well still have each other
Nothings gonna stop us, nothings gonna stop us now

Im so glad I found you
Im not gonna lose you
Whatever it takes I will stay here with you
Take it to the good times
See it through the bad times
Whatever it takes is what Im gonna do

Let em say were crazy, what do they know
Put your arms around me baby
Dont ever let go
Let the world around us just fall apart
Baby we can make it if were heart to heart

(Chorus)

Ooh, all that I need is you
All that I ever need
And all that I want to do
Is hold you forever, ever and ever, hey

(guitar solo)

And we can build this dream together
Standing strong forever
Nothings gonna stop us now
And if this world runs out of lovers
Well still have each other
Nothings gonna stop us
Nothings gonna stop us, whoa
Nothings gonna stop us now, oh no

Hey baby, I know, hey baby, nothings gonna stop us
Hey baby, woo, nothing, hey baby
Nothings gonna stop us now yeah

I am lazy......

2008-10-22T14:55:00.001+08:00

I wanna go home

I wanna sleep

I gotta work tonight

but I am lazy

I don't wanna do anything today

I'm just plain lazy.....

Day 3 in Hong Kong

2008-10-21T14:57:00.002+08:00

It was a beautiful Sunday morning and the sun rises as early as 6am. By the time I was up it was 9am but it look like noon outside. We washed up and then the cousin (Ken) and wife drove us to meet their younger brother (Patrick) for breakfast. Breakfast was Nissin noodle and sandwiches. It was a quick one as Hadrian & I had an appointment to catch. Patrick and sis-in-law Carrol brought us to our destination. Appointment was in Kowloon Tong and you must be wondering what appointment was that?

Well, we didn't go to HK just for holiday. We were there to have our wedding pictures taken (",) so yeah!! On that very Sunday we made an appointment to try on gowns and also fitting. We arrived at 11am and started looking around for nice and beautiful gowns to try on. Started off with Hadrian. He had only need to try on 2 pairs of tuxedos and that's it!! As for me...I can go crazy..Hahaha!! I tried like 20 pairs of morning and night gowns and out of the 20 I gotta choose 5 *faint*. OMG I tell you....trying on the gowns are tiring ok??!! You gotta suck in your tummy and let them do the fitting and take measurements. But am not complaining though. teeheehee

It was more like a fashion show. First you put on the gown then you walk out one round. Stand on the platform for the lady to take pic then go in and change again. (but I wasn't aloud to use my own camera so no pics to show you :( )Of cos Hadrian and his cousins were there to help choose the gowns. I was shy you know? Wondering how he felt when he saw me in those gowns. lol Some make me look really good and slim and some make me look old and fat. Ugh!! At that time I couldn't imagine me trying on those gowns. Me getting married??? Am I getting old or what?? Oh how time flies... HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! Anyway, in the end we managed to choose the BEST 5 and I am happy with it. It was almost 4pm when we were done trying, fitting and choosing. 5 long hours spent just to choose 5 gowns. I was pondering, if it takes 5 hours to choose 5 gowns then how long will it take for photo shoot?? Crazy man!! But just as the lady said, "Take your time and do not rush. Choose until you are satisfied. This is a BIG thing and very important for the ladies". XD

After that we left for to meet the rest for dinner. It was Moon Cake Festival and for the people in HK for this day is a BIG day. Many celebrate having dinner at restaurants and many do BBQ. For your information, HK people like to barbeque. But before we head for dinner, Carrol suggested that I have my nail done. Gotta do some manicure she said. I wasn't really into it cos' it is very costly to have your nails done in HK. Since Hadrian say it is ok so I went ahead with it. My nails were short so they did nail extension and put some nice stuff on it (it was my first experience having done nail extension). Yeap it turn out quite nice and pretty and I'm ready for the photo shooting on the next day.

Nice?? Better say nice as it cost HKD500. (thanks to Carrol for sponsoring).

They have left for dinner leaving Carrol and I behind. Hence we were both late for the dinner and they understood why. We kept food for us and it was delicious. Maybe Because I was really hungry. No pictures were taken cos' I was late remember?? But I manage to take only this one.

Dessert ;)

Bought ice-cream from MADO before we went home. This ice-cream is very sticky and it will not drop or spill or whatever you call it when you turn the cup upside down. hehehe..

Bear Brick

When we got home, neighbours were happily barbecuing and lanterns were nicely lit. Ken and Carrol didn't want to miss the fun so they too light some lanterns and hanged them on the roof top.

Before & after

View at night..

**pheww!! this is indeed a long post. Hope it didn't make you bored. LOL

I had my hair cut....

2008-10-20T15:12:00.003+08:00

One year and a half is not a very long time nor is it a very short time. I kept my hair long since last April (2007) and my hair is this long...................

Until yesterday...

I went to have my hair cut. Wanted to just trim it but my hair stylist was not keen to trim it. She said my hair is too dry and damaged. She suggested to have it cut short and it will be long again by next September. LOL

So she cut cut cut.. and TA DA!!!

Meet the new ME!! hehehe..nice anot? look younger??

Bye bye to the brittle and damaged hair. Now it looks much healthier and shining hor?? jajaja!! Not much of a difference though. Just shorter but I like.

Virus virus virus..

2008-10-17T15:16:00.002+08:00

Virus virus virus
My PC at work is infected with viruses.
Damn!! I've tried so many removal tool but hopeless.
It only scan my PC and notify me if it is infected and where.
But the damn tools won't help remove it.
Ugh!! can somebody please help me??
This is really agitating and it caused my PC to lag.
Oh man...how la??
I removed the AVG8 and downloaded Kaspersky 2009 trial package.
It says that I have got to get rid of AVG8 in order to install the new program.
But the fact that it has already been removed, how to remove some more??
Aaaaarrrrrrggggggghhhhhh!!!
Can somebody please help me???
This is really frustrating! pffftt!!

Hong Kong Day 2

2008-10-16T14:12:00.002+08:00

Lol!! I'm taking ages to update on my HK trip :)

Day 2 in Hong Kong started off with brunch (breakfast + lunch). We had super delicious 'Dim Sum' in a nice restaurant which I dunno what it is called. But all I know is that I enjoyed the food especially the 'Chao Hor Fun' (Cantonese Fry) It is way nicer compared to ours here. Probably because of the colour and they cook with beef! *wink*

Chao Hor Fun (Cantonese fry)

And this is eeeeeewwwwwwww!! oopss!! I mean eel..It is very yummy too.

Porridge!! Mixed porridge.slurrps!!

Some mixed vegetables soup! So many tofu!

Char Siew & Shrimp Chee Cheong Fun. BEST!

Think it's fried chicken feet and not sotong.

Chicken feet. I don't like chicken feet.

Siew Mai!! A must have dish!

Erm..I dunno what you call this..

This is the Fukien (hokkien) fried rice. Look at the sauce?? The rice is covered by the sauce and they have lots and lots of dried scallops in it. Mmm-mmm.. I likeeeeeee!!! XD

After filling our stomachs, we walked to the shopping centre next door to hunt for slippers. we were so smart that we didn't pack our slippers. Feet blistered here and there. Oh you know...girls..ladies..women!! Hence I got myself a pair of Ipanema flip-flops and it is pink in colour. Hehe!! Changed to my flip-flop and then we went to Mong Kok and started doing what every girls, ladies, women young and old do. SHOPPING!!! we didn't need to go far or walk too much. The Esprit Outlet there caught our (Hadrian's aunt and me) eyes and YES!! we shopped there for like 2 hours? while the guys went and look for gadgets and electronics. I bought 4 pairs of clothes and it cost me about RM150 only. A very good buy indeed.

By the time we're done shopping, it was almost time for dinner. Were kinda hungry and therefore we settled for this; This is squid ball noodle. Very delicious but not as good as the one at a hawker stall somewhere by the road side in HK. Hadrian had the beef ball noodle and his aunt had some noodle too (forgotten what) and sorry no pics taken as I was too tired and hungry. lol Soon after we took the yellow minibus back and paid HKD14 each back to Sai Kung and waited for the other cousin whom we stayed with to pick us up.

Before we called it a night, he and his wife brought us for desserts at 'Mun Kee' (hope I got the name right). They are famous with its desserts especially the durian ones. And I had this!! It is called 'Durian in Vanilla cream and Ice-cream.' Super yummy-licious and I could have had second if I wasn't too full. Hahahaha!!

So yeah that's for my 2nd day and I have lots more to write. 9more days to crap about my Hong Kong trip.

Canna is smiling again...

2008-10-10T17:02:00.001+08:00

I finally cool down and get over the frustrations I had

(though still disappointed)

I have learn to surrender it to GOD and let Him take control.

Everyday is a NEW day, aight??

Today I am happy. I keep smiling until my jaw also aches. LOL

I hope the dream will become reality.

Will share about it if it is good news.

So now..I keep my fingers crossed.

Please pray for with me and let God take control in all things.

Amen??

Cheers to all!! Have a great weekend ya'll XD

I have only ONE nerve left. Don't YOU step on it!!

2008-10-09T14:16:00.005+08:00

NOTE: forgive me if I'm too harsh with words. I'm very angry and upset right now.

I find it funny when I first saw this sign (will post it up later). I even got Hadrian to pose next too it. But right now...I am what the sign says.

"I only have ONE nerve left. Don't step on it."

I cannot elaborate more on why I'm feeling this way. But I sure can tell you that some people can be as wicked and evil as they want to be. But HEY YOU!! HEAR ME OUT!! I can be mean, I can be wicked and I can be evil if I want to. And mind you!! I could be worse!! I can be a WITCH!! So back off and shut your F****** mouth before I sue you. Damn It!! Every patience has its limit you know? So please!! Don't get on me alright? ONE nerve left. Step on it and THAT"S IT!!

There!! I'm chill..

I am so Pist and my anger is boiling HOT. I am so upset that I can't even focus and concentrate when one is talking to me during lunch time. Just so damn pist!

On Facebook I stated this "Canna has one nerve left. DON'T STEP ON IT!!" I was comforted when Hadrian wrote this.. "I give you one more nerve." Awwww... I felt so loved and I tear. He makes me feel perfect.

But hey!! That doesn't mean you can step on my nerve now. I'm still left with ONE!!! pfffft!

Janice’s Farewell…

2008-10-07T01:39:00.006+08:00

Met up with my e-college mates today. Went to One Utama for Janice’s farewell. she’ll be leaving to Aussie land for good. Man..will surely miss her lots..

We had drinks at Chocolate and had a splendid time chit-chatting. It feels good catching up with my friends. They r all younger than me and being with them makes me feel younger. hahahaha

Snow White Frappe (Belgian White Chocolate @ RM12.90) The only drink we tasted that is not too sweet!

Princess of Iceland (Iced Chocolate) with vanilla ice-cream. This drink of mine is warm. They add 2 scoops of vanilla ice-cream into the hot chocolate I suppose. As I do not see ice in my Iced Chocolate! pfffft!!

Fair Lady Frappe (Belgian Milk Chocolate) & Some Chocolate Shake (which I can’t remember the name)

The drink looks good but I can tell you, it is all soooo sweet that you may get diabetes if drink too much/often. It is not cold at all. Probably that is why it is so sweet. Unless you sip from the top then you can taste the coolness. Jan’s glass doesn’t go empty. Her milkshake seems to be getting more when she drinks it and it is because she kept adding water in it. So much water she added but it doesn’t seems to be less sweeter. will probably get high in sugar and go cranky if consume too much. I like chocolates but this way too much.

They have waffles and crepes too. Will try it out another day when I feel like having something really sweet. They look good in the menu but am not sure about the taste. Hence I am very sure they are meant for “sweet tooth”. LOL

Overall, the presentation of it looks good and it taste OK. But it will be more scrumptious if it is less sweet and if the drinks are colder. How can one call it ice-blended if it is warm?? Right??

Jan couldn’t take the over sweetness of her drink. LOL

Anyways before we left and call it a night we took some nice pictures. haha.

The HLF (secret agent name given by ‘tai lou’) gang who went cranky – High in sugar!!

Evelyn, Janice & Me.

It was a fun meet up after so long. We laugh so much and all thanks to Shang Hong the ‘tai lou’?? I hope to meet up with them more. They really make my day!

Will surely miss you lots Jan. Thanks for being such a great friend XD

Arrived in Hong Kong (Day 1)

2008-10-04T02:16:00.001+08:00

I finally placed my fingers on the keyboard of my very own laptop. This will be my 1st post from my lappie. hahahaha. Thank you for being very patient my dear friends and sisters (you know who you are). Sorry for the long waited post. Now I shall begin and share about my 10 days well spent in Hong Kong.

Boarded in MH72 (Boeing 777-200) and had a very pleasant flight to HK. Was given hand towel to wiped our hands and not our ~~butts~~ of cos’. Then they served fruit juices and not long after we were served breakfast. I had our very own local delicacy ‘Nasi Lemak’ and it tasted good and ‘H’ had sausage and omelet which was mediocre. But I liked the pink guava juice. Was given little baby feather pillow and blanket. So much I wanted to smuggle out the pillow. But of cos’ I didn’t.

They also served beer, red & white wine?? I didn’t know that. lol I sound so outdated and as if I never boarded a flight or as though I come from a village. But really…. the last was Airasia in 2006 to Macau and it was a disaster (don’t wanna talk about it cos dun wanna get out of topic). All I can say is that we were well fed while on board and even though we were so sleepy we spent our time watching movie. I watched Kungfu Panda and some Korean Drama. Hadrian watched Indiana Jones while having more than enough space for him to stretch his long legs. LOL

Arrived in HK at 1pm as scheduled. Met a friend whom I have not seen for many many years. She was queuing right behind me waiting to check-out. We were in the same flight, Such a small world isn’t it?? Hadrian’s cousin was there to fetch us. We took a double-decker bus and headed to his house to leave our bags and then left for lunch. One thing I like so much about HK is that you won’t starve. They have food everywhere and it is so convenient. There’s shopping mall just next to where the cousin lives. Walk a bit more and there’s more shopping mall. We first had Hotdog in Ikea. We then headed to a ‘char chan teng’ (restaurant) for lunch. No pics were taken here.

Another thing about HK is that when you go out to restaurants for food, it is usually full. Therefore you will need to ‘tap thoi’ (share tables) if there isn’t any empty tables and sits. Besides, you do not need to ask, you just sit there. Very weird and funny cos you may see that this one table has 8 ppl but the fact is that 3 diff groups sharing one table. Means the dunno each other? Get what I mean? No? ughh..nvm. hehe

Weather was friggin hot and humid *sweating like crazy*. So after lunch and tea we went back to the cousin’s place. Watched TV, went on9, chit chat, chilling and I took a nap. Just so relaxing! We had our dinner only later that night. Supper to be more precise. We waited for Hadrian’s aunt to arrive around 11pm (she took the evening flight) and we met at another cousin’s (eldest) place. We dragged our luggage bag, took a bus to Mongkok then walked quite a distance dragging our luggage there. After filling our hungry stomach with very very oily food, we put our luggage in another cousin’s (2nd one) car and he and his wife then drove us to their home in Sai Kung. We stayed with them for 11 days. And this is just day 1 in Hong Kong.

*hehe..wondering why so many cousins? well, you see.. the eldest (Kelvin), 2nd one (Richard) & youngest (Patrick) are brothers. so yeah! lol

Stay tuned for updates...

2008-09-30T14:42:00.001+08:00

Updates updates updates
I have lots to update in here.
Lots to share about my Hong Kong trip.
Will probably start about my Day 1 tonight.
Boss in office so not convenient to spend too much time in here. (ssshhhh)
Suddenly ask me do work all my ideas and inspiration gone then how?
Therefore I'll do it later only.
Right now loading more pictures in Facebook. XD
So bear with me and stay tuned!! Alright???!!
Good!! I'll be back! Wait for me

Estee Lauder Blockbuster Makeup Set 2008 Collection

2008-09-28T21:05:00.001+08:00

Estee Lauder started their 2008 Blockbuster Makeup Set promotion on 5th September to 28th September (today). They have this deal once every year. The Blockbuster Color Collection is worth over RM1,850 but the best part is you don’t have to pay a bomb to own it. The makeup set is all yours for RM220 if you purchase any of its product which amounts to RM230. A very good deal indeed.

I eyed on it since last year but I couldn’t afford. But my gratitude and greatest thanks to Celina and her colleague who granted my wish. I received my set just yesterday and the best part is I didn’t have to purchase any product to own it. hehehe!!! With the help of hers (colleague), I only need to pay RM220 and nothing more. So NOW I am very much delighted to have my very own Estee Lauder Blockbuster Makeup Set. The colors are really beautiful and they are the colors that I like which also suits my not very fair skin. I definitely won’t be using it anytime soon. Probably save it for my wedding next year?? LOL.. Can’t wait!

cosmetic traveler and makeup case

15-shade Deluxe Eye Shadow Palette

3 Lipsticks (very nice colors)

3-shade Deluxe Blusher Compact

2 Lip-gloss,

1 Mascara

100ml Makeup Remover

Brushes

I've got my 'BIG TOY'

2008-09-26T14:35:00.002+08:00

On Tuesday, I received a BIG package from Singapore. It is my new HP Compaq Presario CQ45-107AU. Man, I am so excited. I finally have my very own laptop. It is a very good deal and I got the docking station which came with a wireless keyboard and mouse. Oh..and I got a Skin Card too. Just chose the design online and I should be receiving my skin card in 2 - 3 weeks time.

I am so happy. I now have my own BIG TOY!! And it sure fits well in my ~~'crumpler'~~ 'Checkers' bag which 'H' got me. Ooo-ooo... I can now use my BIG TOY to blog about my Hong Kong trip..ooo-la-la..

Me lappie sitting on the 'docking station'. Not very clear but will show off more after I get my Skin Card. *teeheehee

-Moonlight Resonance-

2008-09-24T14:46:00.002+08:00

Moonlight Resonance is the new TVB Drama after the 'Heart of Greed'. It is even more exciting and 'kan cheong' (anxious) compared to 'Heart of Greed'. They are both very good and interesting drama to watch (a must watch drama). The actors and actresses are cool ok. It has 40 episodes and I tell you..... I chase this movie like crazy. Saw the first 4 episodes on Astro on Demand (AOD). Then managed to buy the DVDs at a shop near my workplace. Watched till episode 30 cos' it was still screening in Hong King then. When I reach HK, I continued there but missed most of the show as I was busy shopping and was out most of the time. Got back on Monday, and yesterday I rushed to the shop to get the final 10 episodes. And now...I haven't even started my episode 31. lol

I am back, I am black!!!

2008-09-23T12:28:00.003+08:00

Hello hello!!
I am back from my holidays,
and am back to work today.
Hong Kong is so darn HOT and humid.
My face is so dark. Black to be precise.
Didn't realize it until last night when I'm home.
That's what happens when you do not apply enough sun block.
So yeah!!
I am back and now am black!

More updates soon..

Stay tune!

Shopped till I drop!!!

2008-09-19T19:32:00.002+08:00

Shopping shopping shopping!!

Am having a fabulous time shopping!

Cheap cheap!!! Cheap cheap!!

Shopped till I drop!

Hope there won't be any excess baggage charged. hehe

* Happy Birthday Daddy..

Me miss you much!

Hello again!!

2008-09-15T22:44:00.002+08:00

Hola!!

My 4th day here in Hong Kong and I'm enjoying it.

Time flies really fast and I wish it hadn't.

The sun is shining bright and hot as early as 6am. *sweat*

Where I'm staying is beautiful and it's near the sea.

My day spent today was filled with fun and excitement.

Will share more about it as soon as I load the pictures.

Apart from my family and close friends...

I am really NOT missing home.........

LOLzzzz!!!

Greetings from Hong Kong!!!

2008-09-12T17:57:00.006+08:00

Greetings from Hong Kong!!!

Hello everybody!!! 'Ni hao'...

Arrived here this afternoon and I am enjoying every minute of it. The weather here is HOT and HUMID. Very stuffy indeed.

Flew with MAS Boeing 777-??? and it was excellent though it was just economy class. Service was good, food was good (cos' no need to pay) and the best of all...we can watch movie. The 3 hours past so fast on flight. If compare with my experience with Airasia 2 years ago...definitely MAS is so much better and much more comfortable. Airasia was a disaster. BTW, I am not doing publicity for MAS and that's not my intention OK?? HAHA!!

Am now in Hadrian's cousin's house chilling cos' got aircond. Its only my first day and I already feel fat cos I ate so much and I have lots more to eat and enjoy. 11 days here so am surely gonna enjoy myself to the fullest.

Okie dokie...gonna sign off now. Will report more about my trip here if I have the chance. Otherwise, wait till I'm back.

Adios!! Have a good weekend ya'll....

3 more days...

2008-09-09T16:24:00.003+08:00

Today is Tuesday
Been running in and out office.
Lots to do before I go for my holiday.
I haven't even pack. Lots to pack and gotta pack wisely.
Go with one bag, come home double. Good ya?
Oh well..
3 more days!!!

Counting Down..4 days..

2008-09-08T16:52:00.003+08:00

Counting down,
4 more days and I'm off to Hong Kong.
This will be my 2nd time there and I'm gonna love it, I know.
My first was during Christmas in 2006.
It was beautiful and I love the cold weather there.
This time is summer and I was told that its frigging HOT there.
oh-oh! I hope it won't be too hot and humid at night or I won't be able to sleep.
I can't wait for Friday. It'll definitely be a good get-away and lots of eating and shopping to do.
Uh-huh!! I really mean lots and lots of eating and shopping. Its summer and its their super sale. What do you expect?
Oooo..I wanna eat lots and lots of beef ball and pork chop. But I'll pass the "chao-tau-fu" (smelly tofu). yucks!! can't even stand the smell.
So..wait for me.. Hong Kong here I come!!!

*I lost all the photos I took with 'Winnie-the-pooh", Mushu the little dragon and some other cartoon characters in Disneyland. Photos taken on the Peak also gone.
Luckily I developed the pictures in Hong Kong at that time.
But I do have 'Stitch' and 'Chip-N-Dale'. Wanna see??
OK I show you..

Well.. will definitely take lots of pictures this time and make sure it is saved in my hard-disk when I'm back. I can't wait!! Woosh!!

3 minutes

2008-09-07T22:26:00.001+08:00

Went to church today after being missing in action (MIA) for so long. Praise and Worship was awesome like always. Pastor Kenneth shared his sermon and it was good message.

Like usual, I always feel peace whenever I walk into church. The feeling is wonderful. Pastor was sharing about the we expecting to see revival in church and being hungry for God's presence. He asked us to just take 3 minutes break. 3 minutes to be selfish, to put aside all problems about work, family, friends. Not to think about our commitments and burdens just for 3 minutes but instead use it to think for ourselves. Talk to JESUS for 3 minutes about ourselves and not praying for other's needs.

The moment I closed my eyes and for that 3 minutes it was amazing. That instant I felt my burdens being lay down and I could feel HIS presence overflowing in me. It was just so AMAZING!! Have not felt it for such long time. I was so happy cos' I know that God has never leave me and HE has always been with me carrying me through hard times. All in all...the 3 minutes was worth it.

Many times we complain and complain about things that we are not happy about. Things that we're not satisfy about. We seek for attention not from people but also from GOD. Do you know that HE wants our attention too?? And all HE need could be just 3 minutes. Just talk to HIM for 3minutes and you will be blessed. Awesome isn't it?

3 minutes..just 3 minutes...

Deeply missed..

2008-09-05T23:23:00.001+08:00

Today is 5th September 2008

It is actually my mummy's birthday.

She will be 61 years old if she's still around today.

But I know she is in a much happier place than here and the place is call Heaven.

Missing her every single day!!!

Postpone it is!!

2008-09-05T22:56:00.003+08:00

This weekend suppose to be my last two classes before I finally complete my course. Few weeks back, I received a call asking me to defer to next semester due to some reason and they worry I couldn't cope. But the next sem won't be until February 2009. I couldn't decide as I really want to complete the course hoping to seek for better opportunity ASAP. I have my assignments which due tomorrow but I haven't done anything. Was thinking really hard this morning on decision decision decision when suddenly... ring ring ring!!!!

RRRRIIINNNGGGG!!!!

A call came from college asking me if I have decided to postpone it. I couldn't give her an answer. She laughed and said to me;

"Anyway Canna...defer or not I just wanna inform you that this weekend's class are canceled and replacement will be on next weekend.."

"But next weekend I won't be here," I said. And the lady laughed and said to me.. "yeah..so next year it will be and have a great holiday!"

So I guess I didn't have to think too hard. I won't be able to attend those 2 classes and I cannot miss any of it. Hmmm.. I don't really have a choice, do I?? Besides, it is also good cos' firstly, assignment not done. Secondly, I'll be away.

So yup yup yup!!! Postpone it is!! Come to think of it...its cool cos' I'll be free from studies till next sem which won't be so soon. Muahahahahaha

Why did God allow this to happen???

2008-09-02T16:59:00.004+08:00

I have so many nice stories to share. But I shall put those aside for now as I have much frustration and not so happy thing to share. I'm angry and sad.

"An Unfortunate Event"

Last Sun my sister passed to my dad some money for the house rental and utility bills. Apart from that she gave him an 'ang pau' for his birthday which falls on 19th September. He was so happy that he didn't open it but kept it in a special compartment in his wallet. He say he will open it only later.

On that very night, he was on his way home. It was past midnight. As he was driving, a motorist bang on his car and fell. There were 2 of them. My dad was shocked therefore he stopped his car and and got down to take a look. The moment he got down, one young guy put a knife on his neck and the other feller was searching all over his pockets looking for his wallet and whatever they may find. My dad was alone and he told them; "Take whatever you want but please do not harm me."

Few minutes later another motorbike stopped by and asked what happen? (there were 2 person) Next thing dad knew was the 2 guys are friends of the other 2. Both Indian and Malay guys. One guy punched him on his stomach then point the knife at him even though dad didn't retaliate. They took all his money and wallet. The took the cash for house rent and bills.

Dad told them, "you want money so just take the money but give me back my driving license, my IC and my photo (mum's photo).

The took all the money including the 'ang pau' my sis gave him for his coming birthday and threw his wallet on the ground. They wanted his mobile phone too but dad said

"give me back my hp or you give me no choice but to fight back!" They gave him back his handphone in the end.

Mind you...there were passersby but none stopped to help!! Both the motorbikes' plate number were covered. My dad lost all his money which amount was not little. But that is not the worse. Know what's worse?? It happen nearby the Police Station!

Dad called sis and asked how much was the 'ang pau'. When he heard the amount he feel so sorry not because of the money was huge in amount but it was because that money didn't come easy. Sis saved it to give it to him and she was left with nothing for the month.

He felt so sorry that he even cried. He dunno what else to do but just to apologize to us. He was so sad that he couldn't sleep the whole night. I called him and I spoke to him. I told him that money is nothing compared to my daddy's life. Dad's life is worth so much more and no money can ever buy. Yes, though it will definitely take us months to save up to that amount but we can always save again even though we lose it. But for a life which worth more than that?? Once lost it we can never get it back.

Call me racist but I really hate these Malays and Indians who go around hurting and robbing people. They are young and they have hands and legs. Why can't they go get a job and be a good citizen? Why choose to be useless a******* instead? As I was driving home on Monday afternoon I saw an accident near Batu Tiga on the Federal Highway. 2 young motorist decided not to use the motorist lane and they rammed into a stall lorry by the road and died on the spot. Believe me, at that moment I really wish those 2 dead bodies are those belong to the robbers. aaarrgggghhh!!!

I just couldn't understand WHY God allow this thing to happen to my dad. What wrong had he done to deserve all this? We are not rich people. In fact financially we are very poor. Every commitment we have involves money. So many things to pay. How are we gonna get so much money to pay up? If I'm earning well I wouldn't need to work 2 jobs. How I wish my boss will give me some increment. Otherwise I wish I get a new job with a MNC company and with better pay. I am feeling so hurt and angry.

Many times I ask God, "haven't we suffer enough? How long more to live our lives like this??" Life is unfair but must it always be so unfair to my family? Every single cent is gold to us. We have so much to pay. Probably it is true what some people say;

"The rich will always be rich, the poor will always remain poor.."

WHY DID GOD ALLOW SUCH THING TO HAPPEN?? WHY??!! If only He would answer me...

Durian Feast!!

2008-08-27T16:45:00.003+08:00

Oh Durian..

My Durian..

I hunger for your smell..

the taste...the creaminess...

Durian season is ending soon I think. I've been craving for durian and I can surely eat it everyday if given the chance. I remember when I was younger, dad will come home with a big basket full of durians ready for us to stuffed ourselves. And we never get bored of it. Its scrumptious, truly scrumptious! Just few weeks back I was told about a durian stall in SS2 where you can EAT-ALL-YOU-CAN for only RM10. Did you hear me? Freaking RM10 wei! Unbelievable but true! lolz

So on the night of 080808 when the opening ceremony of the Olympics began, I celebrated with Durians. Hadrian brought me and his mom for the RM10 Durian buffet.

It is located at the small corner of the field right opposite 'The Cave' if you know where. The place is very neat and tidy and they have tables and chairs nicely placed for durian lovers like ME. There's water to drink and water to have our hands washed. That aside..we must focus on durians here OK??

See the durians? You don't get to choose the durians yourself. They ask you to sit and they will bring to you very nice, creamy, fleshy durian. Trust me! It was yummy, totally!!

This may look small but there are no seeds ok? If got also only small tiny ones. We tried many different types of durians and its taste. The smell is beautiful. We had the sweet ones, the bitter one and thank God none were sour. Some with the alcohol scent which taste like nothing but liquor and blimey.. that taste the best ever! Durian heaven!!

It was really big and thick and creamy!

This was one of the best we had. Scrumpdillyumtious!!

*But then..Hadrian's maid told that now there's no more RM10 'EAT-ALL-YOU-CAN' already. But the Durian stall is still there. So I dunno how true it is. Will go check it out soon cos' I thought of bringing my dad and sisters there when they return from Singapore. Oooo-ooo... I hope there's still the RM10 one!!

Seafood Tom Yam Special!!!

2008-08-26T18:44:00.002+08:00

Sawatdee kaa!!!!

Last Sunday I had 'Seafood Tom Yam Special' for dinner in Taman Mayang PJ. It was one of the most delicious Tom Yam dish I ever had (in Malaysia). Only for RM30 for 2 and mind you..it was filling alright? It was a perfect day for Tom Yam cos' it was raining the whole day. Spicy Tom Yam soup on a cool evening is EXCELLENT!! Ma Ma Mia!! Aroy!! (delicious)

This may look little but dun be fool by it. There were scallops, prawns, one big crab, oysters, la-la (clam), bamboo clam, squid, baby octopus and lots and lots of cili padi!!

See the clams??

Spicy sambal. Dunno why the guy called it the Sambal Goreng Pedas (spicy fried sambal). It doesn't look fried at all. But it was definitely spicy hot.

Meet Shah and Karalyn!! They are both crazy people whom I work with at Starbucks. So thank you Shah for bringing us there. It was superb and it was value for money.

"Kob-khun-khrap" (thank you very much)

Just a little recap

2008-08-25T16:30:00.002+08:00

Just recently I was saying "I am so lucky. I am Blessed!! Know why??

Well, for those who read my blog, I guess you know that I'd won a dinner at TGIF on Father's Day from Fly.FM and I was darn happy cos I didn't have moolah to bring my dad out for a good meal but Fly.FM made it happen.

Apart from that, I entered the online Mix.FM 'Brag about you dad' contest for Father's Day. The first price was a PSP but I didn't aim for that cos' all I wanted was to win my dad the consolation price which is a Sony Ericsson Handphone. But then no news on that contest till 3 weeks ago.... I was so happy when I received the call from Mix.FM. My wish has been granted and I won that Sony handphone. I was jumping for joy and of cos' I gave the prize to my dad for he was the reason I won, aight?! Thank you Mix.FM! Now I wonder if I'll win something from Hitz.FM next eh?? lol

Last Saturday, 'H' received a courier and inside it was none other than 2 Avril Lavigne concert tickets. Surprise surprise!! I've not been to any concerts other than my Kindergarten ones so yeah.. I am going to see Avril Lavigne Live in Concert! Woohoo!!

I've never win so many nice stuff in one year. However, the passed 6 months have been great. None came in cash but it was all good stuff though. :) It was all BLESSINGS from above.

**Btw, my exam is finally over and uh-huh!! I managed to answer the required questions and I think I did OK.

I've been tagged by Shannon and QuiNee! Hang on there girls. Coming up coming up. xoxoxoxo

Cheers!!!

Doppio Espresso

2008-08-24T00:18:00.002+08:00

Just got back from Starbucks.
Was sitting there doing my revision.
Felt sleepy and I ordered a Doppio (double shot) Espresso. It was so bitter that it actually woke me up a little. Was feeling slightly fresher but sadly it only lasted for like one hour? However, I'm glad it help a little as I managed to keep my eyes open to revise for tomorrow's exam. hehe.. I hope I can remember what I studied and I pray that I will be able to answer all questions. Soooo...wish me the BEST ya!! THANK YOU!! Aarrrgghhh!! I'm feeling so sleepy now. Next time I shall try four shots. It may not keep me awake but probably make me hyper instead. muahahahahaha XD

It's raining, It's pouring....

2008-08-23T16:15:00.002+08:00

It's raining, It's pouring
Canna is boring!!!

Looking out from the window of my room I see the rain pouring and the thunder is roaring. It is so chilling out there and I wish to chill too. The weather is just so purrrfect!!

A quiet Saturday afternoon with no work, no class. I am suppose to use this time to do my revision. Somehow my mind just couldn't concentrate and I just wanna chill. But deep inside I know I can't cos' my finals is tomorrow. How??

I can hear my bed calling me but I am resisting. Am I a good girl or not? lol

I guess right now I am gonna make myself a nice cup of white coffee and do my ~~reading~~ revision. Tomorrow is a very important day. The subject is also very important and it is also very important for me to score with flying colors. But I kinda have a little doubt if I can score. Anyway, worries aside. Study first, aight??

*Btw, I have so much to write about but haven't got the time. Will do it soon I hope.

Signing off now.. updates laterzzzz...